Silence So Serene

Silence is so serene but interrupted by sporadic spurts of violence, helicopters and sirens this a day a night in the life perceived through the iris a land once beautiful and opulent until it was plagued with virus crack houses hoe strips liquor stores and just broke shit imposed on a race no indeed a race with lifetime of impediment on their faces, inflicted by old tales of whips and hangings and slave sales now we just push whips chains hangin and are enslaved by dead presidents who call us by ringin the liberty bell, a bell that creates a reaction of if we see it we gotta have it, not even realizing were victims of our own bad habits but what I really wanted to emphasis, see Benjamin Franklin said all men have equal pursuit of happiness what wasn’t mentioned was some men will have and the rest of us just wont our pursuits will go in vain because we’re chasin unvivid dreams and the worlds just not big enough for us all to have luxurious things, you have the haves and the have nots.

Fallen Angel

Fallen Angel

Is there anyone else out there like me, Sometimes it abruptly disturbs me that I can hear life in a sense where there's no life at all when I can hear mother earth callin her children when I hear whispers in the dark and there's no one there talking at all, Is there anyone else like me, they say there's a thin line between genius and insanity, yes I am insane my yearning and desire to live makes me out to be a mad man on the outer surface but inside I'm as innocent as my newborn child, Genius huh an understatement to my abilities, Man couldn’t begin to explain or emphasize how extraordinary my existence is, to be to really be is to love to hate to accumulate to know loss, to cry to be happy to bleed to sweat to hear your callin, Angles come in all different shapes and sizes let God be the judge of how clean an individual has to be to be able to rest in Gods haven to really be anointed by the blood,
With everything that’s going on from my girls questions of her loyalty to me, to her wanting to take breath my life support my child away, to my debt to financial institutes and also society, I only feel its preparing me for the gates, see what peoples don’t seem to understand is heaven and hell aren’t to far apart so make no mistake when I say that preparation for the gates is earthly bond and you can find heaven here on earth or hell if you should so choose

Road Map

If love not our road map
Then what is our guide
If sincerity doesn’t steer the wheel
Then who’s to drive
If trust doesn’t fuel the trip
Then where do we go
If passion never bought the car
Then how would we even know

How Could That Be

The very person that can make you cry
Can make you smile
That same person that makes you hate breathin
Can make a single breath worth while
The very person that can make you feel useless
Can be the very person that makes you feel useful
The very person that makes you wanna walk out the door
Can be the same person that makes you feel real down
Is the very person that makes you feel like your on top of the world
How could that Be
You’re my wife Im your husband
My pain is your pain and to my heart only you have the key
You’ve loved me and you would leace me
And I ask myself how could that be.

What Does It Mean

I ONCE SAID I LOVED YOU WHAT DID IT MEAN
LOVE IS A SMALL WORD WITH A STRONG MEANING
THE MOST MEANINGFUL WORD IN THE ENLISH LANGUAGE OR ANY LANGUAGE FOR THAT MATTER
LOVE IS A UNIVERSAL WORD IT CAN BE SAID DIFFERENT IN MANY DIFFERENT LANGUAGES BUT IT ONLY HAS ONE TRUE MEANING TO LOVE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING IS TO HOLD ON TO THEM FOREVER THROUGH THICK AND THIN, RAIN SLEET HAIL OR SNOW WHATEVER THE WEATHER
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU WILL TAKE THEIR PLACE ON THEIR DEATH BED AND WILL STILL BE HOLDING ON
I ONCE ASKED MYSELF HOW LONG DOES LOVE LAST
THEN I SAW A MOVIE AND GRANTED EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A MOVIE
IT SERVED A PURPOSE IT ANSWERED MY QUESTION
LOVE CAN LAST AS LONG YOU MAKE IT LAST IT CAN GO TO THE GRAVE WITH YOU BOTH
I ONCE SAID I LOVE YOU BUT NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS
THE WORDS RUN AND RING LOUDER THAN ANY WORD CAN SAY BUT NOW I FEEL IT.

Violent Sweet November

Violent sweet November, tell me if you still remember
When lovin was part of our life and we’d make up after a fight
Now you're dressing all fancy and shit
Cuz you got my ass in court
Telling lies about my past, screaming for custody and child support
So many brothers that dwell that seem to know it well
But I think these people should know about the eight months
I spent in hell, the girl said that I hit her, tore her shirt and bite her arm
But no good is gonna come to ya when you shit on other peoples lawns
And never would I put my little girl in the presence of any harm
I just thought I’d make it clear, while you telling lies in the judges ear
Our lives use to be gravy til you let this other man interfere.

Mark's Rose

Marks’ Rose

In a world so cold, Some legends are never told
How love and destiny met, and courage would be its hold
From totally different worlds though our path some how crossed, once our eyes met one another’s
Solitary was forever lost, cuz we would prove to be a match like lock and key
And you would capture my heart like a ship caught at sea
Even though closer than two twisted fingers we had troubles and struggles and since
We was connected at the hip we would overcome hurdles
You was my heart I was your Bobby and Whitney’s my witness
That I will always be there like Mariah’s rendition
And I never knew what I was missing till I captured your soul
Kelly Price or Keyshia Cole for you it would never grow old
And I should of told you that I loved you, Chante' Moore knew the deal, how can I relate to you baby If I don’t know how you feel.
A mystery in disguise I was yo C.S.I
A hard case to really crack and you never knew why,
But me without you love just didn’t add up, I miss everything about you from your smell to your touch, If I had one wish in the world and blessing to behold, Id ask God for one gift my precious little Rose.