Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Silence So Serene
Silence is so serene but interrupted by sporadic spurts of violence, helicopters and sirens this a day a night in the life perceived through the iris a land once beautiful and opulent until it was plagued with virus crack houses hoe strips liquor stores and just broke shit imposed on a race no indeed a race with lifetime of impediment on their faces, inflicted by old tales of whips and hangings and slave sales now we just push whips chains hangin and are enslaved by dead presidents who call us by ringin the liberty bell, a bell that creates a reaction of if we see it we gotta have it, not even realizing were victims of our own bad habits but what I really wanted to emphasis, see Benjamin Franklin said all men have equal pursuit of happiness what wasn’t mentioned was some men will have and the rest of us just wont our pursuits will go in vain because we’re chasin unvivid dreams and the worlds just not big enough for us all to have luxurious things, you have the haves and the have nots.
Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel
Is there anyone else out there like me, Sometimes it abruptly disturbs me that I can hear life in a sense where there's no life at all when I can hear mother earth callin her children when I hear whispers in the dark and there's no one there talking at all, Is there anyone else like me, they say there's a thin line between genius and insanity, yes I am insane my yearning and desire to live makes me out to be a mad man on the outer surface but inside I'm as innocent as my newborn child, Genius huh an understatement to my abilities, Man couldn’t begin to explain or emphasize how extraordinary my existence is, to be to really be is to love to hate to accumulate to know loss, to cry to be happy to bleed to sweat to hear your callin, Angles come in all different shapes and sizes let God be the judge of how clean an individual has to be to be able to rest in Gods haven to really be anointed by the blood,
With everything that’s going on from my girls questions of her loyalty to me, to her wanting to take breath my life support my child away, to my debt to financial institutes and also society, I only feel its preparing me for the gates, see what peoples don’t seem to understand is heaven and hell aren’t to far apart so make no mistake when I say that preparation for the gates is earthly bond and you can find heaven here on earth or hell if you should so choose
Is there anyone else out there like me, Sometimes it abruptly disturbs me that I can hear life in a sense where there's no life at all when I can hear mother earth callin her children when I hear whispers in the dark and there's no one there talking at all, Is there anyone else like me, they say there's a thin line between genius and insanity, yes I am insane my yearning and desire to live makes me out to be a mad man on the outer surface but inside I'm as innocent as my newborn child, Genius huh an understatement to my abilities, Man couldn’t begin to explain or emphasize how extraordinary my existence is, to be to really be is to love to hate to accumulate to know loss, to cry to be happy to bleed to sweat to hear your callin, Angles come in all different shapes and sizes let God be the judge of how clean an individual has to be to be able to rest in Gods haven to really be anointed by the blood,
With everything that’s going on from my girls questions of her loyalty to me, to her wanting to take breath my life support my child away, to my debt to financial institutes and also society, I only feel its preparing me for the gates, see what peoples don’t seem to understand is heaven and hell aren’t to far apart so make no mistake when I say that preparation for the gates is earthly bond and you can find heaven here on earth or hell if you should so choose
The Day Love Died
Hold me she said, wit tears in her eyes
Im busy right now, he said with pride
This was the day love had died
Do you still love me she asked
He just turned his head to the side
This was the day love had died
How can you lay with her when Im here for you
What do I have to do to prove my love is true
After all this time can you really just leave me behind
This was the day love had died
I beard a child for you and lost a string of them trying
He nodded his head objected but remained quite
I was here for you through thick and thin
When you were broke and no one would take us in
He stared back but showed no emotions
She quoted scriptures out the Good book and protested blately
Its all about you what have you done for me lately
He opened his mouth to mumble a word
But quickly declined and listened to her
She went on for hours rambling and taunting
If I can’t have you no one can she proclaimed
Do you want me to prove it or something?
He looked in her eyes and could see the rage
Her heart filled with sorrow something had to change
He reached for his keys and opened the door
Im fed up she said I can’t take this any more
And when he would return, to his dismay
His wife was gone and so way baby
He called around fanatically trying to find his women
He called her cell phone and a mans voice baritones in
He thought to himself I must have dialed the wrong number or something
So he redialed the call that was surely his wife
A recognizable voice answers the phone
She says with a lump in her throat, please leave us alone
All this time she says I was holding on
Why…. When years ago
Love had already died
Im busy right now, he said with pride
This was the day love had died
Do you still love me she asked
He just turned his head to the side
This was the day love had died
How can you lay with her when Im here for you
What do I have to do to prove my love is true
After all this time can you really just leave me behind
This was the day love had died
I beard a child for you and lost a string of them trying
He nodded his head objected but remained quite
I was here for you through thick and thin
When you were broke and no one would take us in
He stared back but showed no emotions
She quoted scriptures out the Good book and protested blately
Its all about you what have you done for me lately
He opened his mouth to mumble a word
But quickly declined and listened to her
She went on for hours rambling and taunting
If I can’t have you no one can she proclaimed
Do you want me to prove it or something?
He looked in her eyes and could see the rage
Her heart filled with sorrow something had to change
He reached for his keys and opened the door
Im fed up she said I can’t take this any more
And when he would return, to his dismay
His wife was gone and so way baby
He called around fanatically trying to find his women
He called her cell phone and a mans voice baritones in
He thought to himself I must have dialed the wrong number or something
So he redialed the call that was surely his wife
A recognizable voice answers the phone
She says with a lump in her throat, please leave us alone
All this time she says I was holding on
Why…. When years ago
Love had already died
Road Map
If love not our road map
Then what is our guide
If sincerity doesn’t steer the wheel
Then who’s to drive
If trust doesn’t fuel the trip
Then where do we go
If passion never bought the car
Then how would we even know
Then what is our guide
If sincerity doesn’t steer the wheel
Then who’s to drive
If trust doesn’t fuel the trip
Then where do we go
If passion never bought the car
Then how would we even know
How Could That Be
The very person that can make you cry
Can make you smile
That same person that makes you hate breathin
Can make a single breath worth while
The very person that can make you feel useless
Can be the very person that makes you feel useful
The very person that makes you wanna walk out the door
Can be the same person that makes you feel real down
Is the very person that makes you feel like your on top of the world
How could that Be
You’re my wife Im your husband
My pain is your pain and to my heart only you have the key
You’ve loved me and you would leace me
And I ask myself how could that be.
Can make you smile
That same person that makes you hate breathin
Can make a single breath worth while
The very person that can make you feel useless
Can be the very person that makes you feel useful
The very person that makes you wanna walk out the door
Can be the same person that makes you feel real down
Is the very person that makes you feel like your on top of the world
How could that Be
You’re my wife Im your husband
My pain is your pain and to my heart only you have the key
You’ve loved me and you would leace me
And I ask myself how could that be.
WHY
Why does death feel like the only escape from a world filled wit hate
Why is there so much evil in this place God made
Why cant I live my life free without oppression and violent
Why am I so determined to speak when they insist I be silent
Why when I lay down at night my mind runs in circles
And I ask myself did I do that like my name was Erkle
Why does the day that lies ahead seem harder then the last I expected it to get easier and some how get me a laugh
Why does it seem every time I smile it costs me two tears
Tear drops and closed caskets is what we’ve been experiencing for years
Most of my homies dead and gone but you already know the saga
Why did I have to have a wife and baby mama, The drama that it causes only hurts the kids, Coo loves his daughters and I aint lyin on this
Why did my brother take a bullet that was meant for me
Not cause I did anything wrong but dead Im destined to be
Why
Why is there so much evil in this place God made
Why cant I live my life free without oppression and violent
Why am I so determined to speak when they insist I be silent
Why when I lay down at night my mind runs in circles
And I ask myself did I do that like my name was Erkle
Why does the day that lies ahead seem harder then the last I expected it to get easier and some how get me a laugh
Why does it seem every time I smile it costs me two tears
Tear drops and closed caskets is what we’ve been experiencing for years
Most of my homies dead and gone but you already know the saga
Why did I have to have a wife and baby mama, The drama that it causes only hurts the kids, Coo loves his daughters and I aint lyin on this
Why did my brother take a bullet that was meant for me
Not cause I did anything wrong but dead Im destined to be
Why
What Does It Mean
I ONCE SAID I LOVED YOU WHAT DID IT MEAN
LOVE IS A SMALL WORD WITH A STRONG MEANING
THE MOST MEANINGFUL WORD IN THE ENLISH LANGUAGE OR ANY LANGUAGE FOR THAT MATTER
LOVE IS A UNIVERSAL WORD IT CAN BE SAID DIFFERENT IN MANY DIFFERENT LANGUAGES BUT IT ONLY HAS ONE TRUE MEANING TO LOVE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING IS TO HOLD ON TO THEM FOREVER THROUGH THICK AND THIN, RAIN SLEET HAIL OR SNOW WHATEVER THE WEATHER
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU WILL TAKE THEIR PLACE ON THEIR DEATH BED AND WILL STILL BE HOLDING ON
I ONCE ASKED MYSELF HOW LONG DOES LOVE LAST
THEN I SAW A MOVIE AND GRANTED EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A MOVIE
IT SERVED A PURPOSE IT ANSWERED MY QUESTION
LOVE CAN LAST AS LONG YOU MAKE IT LAST IT CAN GO TO THE GRAVE WITH YOU BOTH
I ONCE SAID I LOVE YOU BUT NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS
THE WORDS RUN AND RING LOUDER THAN ANY WORD CAN SAY BUT NOW I FEEL IT.
LOVE IS A SMALL WORD WITH A STRONG MEANING
THE MOST MEANINGFUL WORD IN THE ENLISH LANGUAGE OR ANY LANGUAGE FOR THAT MATTER
LOVE IS A UNIVERSAL WORD IT CAN BE SAID DIFFERENT IN MANY DIFFERENT LANGUAGES BUT IT ONLY HAS ONE TRUE MEANING TO LOVE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING IS TO HOLD ON TO THEM FOREVER THROUGH THICK AND THIN, RAIN SLEET HAIL OR SNOW WHATEVER THE WEATHER
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU WILL TAKE THEIR PLACE ON THEIR DEATH BED AND WILL STILL BE HOLDING ON
I ONCE ASKED MYSELF HOW LONG DOES LOVE LAST
THEN I SAW A MOVIE AND GRANTED EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A MOVIE
IT SERVED A PURPOSE IT ANSWERED MY QUESTION
LOVE CAN LAST AS LONG YOU MAKE IT LAST IT CAN GO TO THE GRAVE WITH YOU BOTH
I ONCE SAID I LOVE YOU BUT NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS
THE WORDS RUN AND RING LOUDER THAN ANY WORD CAN SAY BUT NOW I FEEL IT.
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